pressure

cold sweat all over my mortal shell, tired but could not sleep that night.
thoughts rotate and cut me like a saw. turn the screws into my head, feed the pain inside my mind - raise the pressure.

motivation

wie lange hält meine kraft, wie bald kommt die resignation?
selbstbefriedigung durch meine lebensweise, reicht das aus - ich hoffe ich werde es nie herausfinden.

superficial

fool me, dis me, cheat me behind my back. hate me, despise me - i don´t care cause you don´t know me. coward - why don´t you speak to me face to face? my surface would be all you see. transparency - your wretched ego seems so apparently. why don´t you leave me alone? why don´t you piss the fuck off?

life controlle

bothered brain - a pressure zone, life controlled - burn alone. i don´t
wanna wear a barcode, i´ll never be a part of this fake! i hate my life as long as you are there to control me - everlasting burden that you lay down on me. observe my life and manipulate, boot me down and humiliate but i don´t wanna be a part of this!

insel der....

der politische hintergrund ständig hinterfragt, die opferfrage 1000x gestellt und doch nie zufrieden mit der welt, der eigenen welt. doch geh mal von der insel und schau nach - und? trauminsel und doch unzufrieden.